My Musical Evolution – Part 219 College Intermission The End Of 1984

Penny and I lasted until the end of the year with the last month being more off than on. Again I felt the stinging numbness of heartbreak and loss. Looking back on it decades later, I wonder if I was really broken up over Penny or just at the idea of breaking up.  Were those …

My Musical Evolution – Part 218 College Intermission Wheels Start Turning Again

Was Penny a rebound girlfriend? If she was, I wasn’t conscious of it at the time. With almost 30 years of hindsight, I can’t see how she couldn’t have been. The timing for one thing.  I had to be searching for somebody to fill that gaping hole in my life. To patch that wound.  It was …

My Musical Evolution – Part 217 The Metal Years The Chains Are On

I don’t ever recall Dio saying anything that could even accidentally suggest an allegiance to dark forces of any kind but his album covers weren’t helping me convince my mother of that.  In fact, I think she might even have thrown away my Dio concert shirt. The Last In Line may not have recognizable songs …

My Musical Evolution – Part 216 College Intermission Billy Squier

It seemed that Billy Squier was everywhere for a while in 1983-84. His songs were all over the radio. Just about everybody I knew had at least oneBilly Squier record. I didn’t.  I liked what I was hearing well enough to enjoy it but it didn’t grab me for whatever reason. For sentimental purposes, I …

My Musical Evolution – Part 215 College Intermission Self Control

One day I had some time before my english class in the CM building. I sat in a lounge type area where there was a television. There were a few other students present, seated or milling about. On the TV was this program about billiards. These guys were making these really cool trick shots to …

My Musical Evolution – Part 214 The Metal Years Water, Water Everywhere Nor Any Drop To Drink

I had seen Iron Maiden albums in the record store. I had even seen the Flight Of Icarus video on MTV at Brian’s house.  I just didn’t seem ready to buy something called Number Of The Beast. Iron Maiden’s album Powerslave  hit stores in September. I can recall it being displayed proudly in the new …

My Musical Evolution – Part 213 The Metal Years Stand Up And Shout

We are the sum of the choices we make and the experiences we have had. In 1984, The Rise was incredible, The Fall was devastating.  Did it change me? It had to, right? I didn’t dress differently. I might have partied harder. I might have been more focused on the Heavy Metal Music. Enter Dio. …

My Musical Evolution – Part 212 The Rise & Fall Of ’84 Another Brick In The Wall Part 3

I don’t know when or how I decided that I had to do something else but finally I did.  I wrote a note to Lisa and went to the restaurant where she was working as a waitress. They called her to the counter where I was waiting, She smiled at me. I took the Cross …

My Musical Evolution – Part 211 The Rise & Fall Of ’84 Another Brick In The Wall Part 2

To this day my advice to anybody who has just been through a break-up is to avoid Pink Floyd’s The Wall for a few months. It was weird, like the album and I were swirling downa drain together. It never left my turntable for weeks. I even recorded it onto a blank 8-Track. Remember my …

My Musical Evolution – Part 210 The Rise & Fall Of ’84 Impact

She agreed to meet me one last time. I had one last chance to convince her that it was a mistake. In the parking lot of Hardy’s over spilled Diet Coke and tears we closed the door on what could have been.  It wasn’t the last time that I would see her. Over the next …